Sunday, February 19, 2017

Why am I doing it? 10 little reasons

Why am I doing it? 10 little reasons
1. To wear crop tops to show of my tiny little waist 
2. To be able to where really distressed jeans and not see my fat leaking out
3. To show of my pretty crystal rings on my super slim and dainty hands 
4. To be able to walk around and not hear the sound of my legs rubbing together 
5. People who use to bully me now trying to be my friend, meaning I get the honour of rejecting there effort in a mean way 
6. To go swimming in out local swimming pool with my boyfriend and his friends 
7. To not feel like a whale during sex, he’ll be able to easily pick me up and put me down 
8. To impress him after his 4 months of basic training 
9. To be able to reinvent my self 
10. To be able to feel good about my self…

A few more quotes

All it takes is a little starvation.

Every calorie is a war.


You're fat.
Don't sugarcoat it, or you'll probably eat that too. 

Feet together, thighs apart. The collarbones are where we start, count the ribs, feel the hips. That's what makes us skinny, bitch. 

There's this girl named Ana who lives inside my head, there's this girl named Ana who wants to see me dead. 

"Starve." Ana said. So she did.

It never tastes better than the first bite.

Don't reward yourself with food. You're not a dog.

Imagine you're 100 pounds. You wake up, and slip into those size zero jeans with ease, they're just a little baggy. You put on a plain white tank top, it looks amazing. You go into the bathroom, and brush your long hair which is down to your itty bitty waist. You decide to just apply mascara because, you already look beautiful. As you walk down the street, heads turn with envy.

Stop eating. You must be beautiful. 


Why?

Do it for the "Holy shit you got hot!"

No craving

No craving is stronger than your willpower. 

Suddenly

Suddenly, she wasn't hungry anymore. 

Random Rule 1

I have a rule for when I weigh myself. If I've gained, I starve for the rest of the day. But if I've lost, I starve too.

If I Can Not Be Skinny

I want thighs that don't touch,
I want ribs that show,
I want my spine to stick out, 
I want both legs to bow,
I want my collarbone noticed,
I want my stomach unfed,
And if I can not be skinny, 
Then I want to be dead.

Saturday, February 18, 2017

French Fries Alternative


For anyone looking for an alternative to French fries, two large carrots cut into smaller sticks, salt and peppered and roasted in the oven (no oil needed) tastes just like sweet potato fries at a much lower calorie content! Makes a pretty big serving too. :')

Recipe Inspo

I thought I would just make a list of websites or places I get a lot of my inspiration for recipes. 
There are more out there but I thought I would just name a few.

Some Rules

· Eat AT THE VERY MOST 800 cals a day
· 1 meal per day (breakfast or lunch and then have healthy snacks)
· Don’t eat after 6pm
· Eat mostly vegetarian foods
· Lots of fruits and veggies
· At least 8 cups of water per day 
· Don’t eat a meal over 300 cals
· No sweets (with the rare exception of boba tea)
· Exercise at least 3 times a week
· draw, paint your nails, watch movies, listen to music, exercise etc. to avoid binging 
· Never bring over $5 for lunch 
· Wear flavored lipgloss and chew gum (appetite suppressants)
· Drink 2 cups of green tea a day
· Weigh yourself every morning
· NO FAST FOOD
· No heavy dairy
· No meat (except fish)
· Look at thinspo daily
· Rarely have over one full meal per day
· Rarely have a meal bigger than the size of your fist
· Never eat till you’re full
· Chew slowly, take small bites, sip water in between bites
· Get rid of any tempting and unhealthy foods
· No bread 
· To sweeten tea use only honey
· Eat less sodium (it makes you bloat)
· Limit prepackaged and processed food to twice every week
· Stop eating when others finish
· Only eat it if you know the calorie count 
· NO. SODA.

Ana tip #2

Hydrate, hydrate, hydrate! Seriously! You don’t want to loose water weight. Your body is 70% water for good reason! If you get tired of water, tea! Green tea helps you lose weight around your stomach!

Ana tip #1

If you’re a beginner don’t immediately try to fast for multiple days. You could get sick or pass out. Start by skipping a meal or lowering your calorie count!

After A Binge

People commonly come to me, asking what they should do after they binge. I usually tell them to exercise and eat less calories the next day, but that’s a pretty basic answer. So I have done tons of research, reflected on my own experiences, and decided on the best plan of action for after a binge.
*Note: I have only tested these 10 steps on myself. Therefore, they’re just what works best for me. You may find that something completely different works for you.*
Step 1.) Drink 2 cups of water. I know that’s the most basic thing to hear “Oh just drink lots of water!”, but it’s essential. It’ll help everything in your body, it’ll help you recover from a binge, etc. If you don’t believe me, just Google it!
Step 2.) Get away from food. Whether you’re mid-binge, or you believe you’re done, the urge to keep eating can sneak up on you. So my advice is to get as far away from food as possible for a while.
Step 3.) Brush your teeth. This will keep you busy for a few minutes, and the urge to eat will lessen. Food rarely tastes good after brushing your teeth.
Step 4.) Bundle up in lots of layers of warm clothes, and exercise until you’re sweating like crazy. This will keep you busy, and you’ll burn lots of calories. Along with that, it’ll make step 5 a lot easier.
Step 5.) Take a cold bath. Cold baths are amazing for burning calories. Seriously, they’re so amazing, I plan on making a whole post about them. They’re really good for your nails and skin, which is an added bonus, since nails and skin often suffer during calorie restriction. Every ten minutes in a bathtub full of cold water burns 133 calories. You’ll still be really hot from step 4, so take full advantage of that, and bathe for as long as possible.
Step 6.) Do some yoga. After all that exercising and shivering, you’re probably too tired to do another giant workout. But it’s highly important to burn as many calories as possible after a binge, so I suggest yoga. For every half hour you do yoga, you burn only about 5 calories short of your weight in calories. (For example, I’m 104 pounds, so I’d burn around 99 calories for every half hour of yoga.)
Step 7.) Plan tomorrow’s calorie intake. Now that you’re in a clearer mindset, try to plan your calorie intake for tomorrow. Keep it somewhat low, since today’s binge had lots of calories that you’re still working off, but make sure it’s high enough that you won’t feel such a need to binge again.
Step 8.) Have a small healthy snack. I know firsthand that after a binge, I never wanna eat again. But having a controlled amount of food after a binge can help regain the feeling of control over what you eat. So unless you still feel overly stuffed, try to have at least a few bites of a fruit or veggie.
Step 9.) Take a break from food and calories. Spend an hour or two relaxing and just watching some TV or YouTube. Don’t want anything related to food or eating disorders or exercising, just watch something that makes you smile. You deserve a break.
Step 10.) Just move on. You binged, you burned some calories, you’ll survive. You can do better tomorrow, and you will do better tomorrow. Even if you binge again, you’ll gain more wisdom and insight on the causes of your binges, as well as your best methods of coping. Good luck!

How To Be As Perfect As Possible

- Ask questions. Don’t just talk about yourself.
- Never dominate the conversation. Let others talk first.
- Always sit with good posture
- Sweatpants do NOT make an outfit. Don’t try to fool yourself.
- Eat slow with small bites, especially with other people around.
- Say sorry whenever you bump into anyone/ interrupt them / something gets messed up. Even if it wasn’t really your fault.
- You must always look your best. Wear makeup or at least put face cream on and clean yourself up every morning.
- Remember to keep a journal.
-Stick to safe foods. Fast food is NEVER okay.
-If your friends go out for fast food get a sweet tea or a salad or the apple slices.
- Make lists for everything to keep yourself in check
- Speak softly and never be loud or outwardly rude.
-Don’t voice your opinion unless someone asks for it. Then say it kindly.
-Please and thank you are always a must.
- Don’t look rushed or frazzled. Stay calm and look like you have everything under control.
- Keep your things and space clean. If your things are a mess you look a mess.
-Reply to messages as soon as you can. You don’t want to look like you’re too busy for anyone.
- Keep your grades good
- Smile at people even when you don’t want to.
- It doesn’t matter if you have it together, as long as you look it.

Binge Box! (First Post!)

Basically this is a box full of anti-binge items and things like that


How To:
(It’s really very simple)

1. Get a box (I used an old shoebox but you can use tupperware or cardboard; whatever floats your boat) 
2. (optional) Line the bottom with pretty paper
3.Collect your items, for example, a Rubik's cube, nice smelling lotion, a book (Wintergirls), slime, Rainbow Loom rubber bands, a case with pens for drawing on my skin with, yummy tasting Chapstick, nail polish, emery board, my fav thinspo photos, Tums (to stop tummy growling), mouthwash, basically anything to distract you from binging! :)
3. Organize the items and use the contents of the box when needed!!